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Eleanorah has never backed down from a challenge—but when she realizes she can't save her family or her patients, she trades her stethoscope for a mustard-colored backpack and a one-way ticket, only to discover she can't outrun what she's trying to escape.
From Ecuador to France to the one place she swore she'd never return, Eleanorah must confront the lost parts of herself—and discover what she's running toward, or risk repeating the same patterns she's desperate to change.
The Pattern Shop is a novel about the hopes and fears we inherit and the courage it takes to choose home, again and again.
For fans of Barbara Kingsolver, magical realism, and messy characters learning how to belong.
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Mariah Friend is a former ICU nurse turned author. Like Eleanorah, she spent her twenties traveling across continents, searching for home in unexpected places. Her work explores the twin vocabularies of medicine and healing and the paradox of grieving while celebrating new life. Her poetry has appeared in The Walnut Branch, Poetry South, and Entwined: Motherhood and Creativity. She writes Heartbeats, a newsletter for creative caregivers, and currently lives among the Chattanooga hills with her husband and toddler.
Published by Pocket Lamp Press
ISBN: 979-8-9932149-0-0
Publication Date: December 4, 2025
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